Too late to regret

Maybe I wasn't trying hard
Maybe I was just having fun
Maybe I thought its insignificant
because things have always come easily
I have been taking everything for granted,
forgot what's appreciation
Dodged by this ill-perception,
Just lay your head to rest and dream, they will still come to you
When its all gone now
I see the importance 
no matter how hard I'm searching for it
no matter how hard I cried or wanted to scream
no matter how hard I wish
no matter....
there is just no sign, even of its existence 
Its just isn't there anymore
I really hope that this is true: When one door closes, another opens

† Çán we ƒly? † ®