Decided

Internship is coming to an end soon and getting another offer unexpectedly makes my life difficult. I feel very conflicting in whether to take it or not as I'm quite satisfied with my current spot. People here are friendly, pay is on par with the industry, normal workload and of course very handsome bonus as its after all an IB. Some said that its a very Chinaman bank but for me its okay, maybe cause I'm Chinese? My superiors had suggested me to join corporate finance or research department. I do feel that these departments are good and I'm okay with the job but I'm really not sure what I really want at this stage. My colleagues' advises is that I should stay because they think getting into investment bank is not easy especially research that should start young. I've been thinking about this over and over again everyday. It's really a tough decision because the other job offer is also quite attractive I would say. Although its also known as a Chineseman bank, the starting pay and benefits are definitely better than my current one except that bonus will be a lot lower.  But of course I can imagine the kind of workload and expectation with that kind of salary for a fresh grad without any related experience. I'm quite worry for what they expect from me actually, especially the part that they focus more on networking ability. Anyhow, in the end, should it be interest/ pay/ learning exposure/ work-life balance that play the main role? My mind is almost exploded before I've finally decided after a week+ of headache. Maybe I'll never get the chance of entering CF or research or even investment again  but I think I would prefer to explore new stuff currently. Maybe its unsuitable for me but I guess trying brings no harm. Afterall, I think I'm still young x> No?

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